Why do I get off to being humiliated? (Psychologists PLEASE! This one will get you thinking)?

There can be more problems deep inside u, problems from the past, maybe ur childhood, our character starts to build up on our first days. maybe u have problems at home or something with ur parents that makes u feel that u need to lift someone and take care of them. Social life is not necessarily bad in ur case. Well i dont see it as a bad thing. ur tual thoughts come from problems u probbaly created before u should spill it out and tell someone. U think bout probably cuz u need love true love and true care, and u try to hide it with thoughts cuz it brings u nice feeling, but its lust that soon will go away and u will feel bad again. and humiliation has nothing to do with it. hope i helped if u need to talk bout it u can email me. i have been trying to do psycology in cologe:)